My blue colored room seems to close in on me.

Unexplainable really but as previously put I just wanna go away. . too far that people who knows me,knew will just think I faded. . or popped like those rainbow bubbles my 5yo creates off of her bubble machine.

I feel lost to responsibilities I can (do) not want to accept as mine.

I am dumbfounded with the weeks coming and going with no intention of help to my saneness. 

Am I still me?

I strive not to believe me I do. . 

I strive for a lot of things but nothing gets completed. No results. .nada.

I’ve been away from the 7th floor of Insular life for a week now. I was sick (medcert from medicard validated) for 3days and now i’m just plan lazy to be working. 

I now tried to commit with online work like blogs, arcticles etc but its just to noisy at home to be able to create a decent document. I have to go away. .  Just far away